{"id":575,"date":"2017-08-02T19:47:08","date_gmt":"2017-08-02T16:47:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.msxlabs.org\/sosyal\/?p=575"},"modified":"2017-08-02T19:47:08","modified_gmt":"2017-08-02T16:47:08","slug":"yuksek-esik","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.msxlabs.org\/sosyal\/yuksek-esik\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201cY\u00fcksek E\u015fik\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"

Feyza kocas\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne kapad\u0131 telefonu. Saffet yine sinirlerini z\u0131platm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. S\u00f6yl\u00fcyor s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor hep ayn\u0131 \u015feyleri s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Oysa Feyza her telefonu, art\u0131k yelkenleri suya indirmi\u015ftir, diye a\u00e7\u0131yordu fakat kocas\u0131ndan geri ad\u0131m g\u00f6remiyordu. Alt\u0131 aydan beri ayr\u0131yd\u0131lar. Be\u015f y\u0131ll\u0131k evlilerdi ve bu be\u015f y\u0131l\u0131 Feyza\u2019n\u0131n memleketinde annesinin evine \u00e7ok yak\u0131n yerde oturarak ge\u00e7irmi\u015flerdi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Be\u015f ay \u00f6nce Feyza\u2019n\u0131n annesinin sebep oldu\u011fu bir kavga y\u00fcz\u00fcnden Saffet tutturmu\u015ftu \u201cBiraz da benim memleketimde ya\u015fayal\u0131m\u201d diye.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Saffet: \u201cAnnen hayat\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7ok kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, evlili\u011fimizi k\u00f6t\u00fc etkiliyor, benim memleketime gidelim, babam da ya\u015fland\u0131 yard\u0131ma ihtiyac\u0131 var\u201d demi\u015fti. Feyza bu teklifi kabul etmemi\u015fti. \u201cSenin memleketinde ben ya\u015fayamam. Ayr\u0131ca ben \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum, annem \u00e7ocu\u011fumuza bak\u0131yor, k\u0131z\u0131m anneannesine al\u0131\u015fk\u0131n ba\u015fkas\u0131yla yapamaz.\u201d demi\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

O ne derse desin Saffet ikna olmam\u0131\u015f ve tayin istemi\u015fti. Tayini bir ay i\u00e7inde \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Tayin \u00fczerine bir b\u00fcy\u00fck kavga daha kopmu\u015ftu. Feyza birka\u00e7 par\u00e7a e\u015fya al\u0131p k\u0131z\u0131 ile birlikte annesinin evine gelmi\u015fti. Saffet de evin e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fckleyip memleketine g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u015eimdi \u201csiz de gelin\u201d diyordu. Fakat Feyza gitmeyecekti, bo\u015fanmay\u0131 g\u00f6ze alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Derin bir of \u00e7ekti. Annesi de evde yoktu ki biraz konu\u015fup rahatlas\u0131n. Feyza\u2019n\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131 ile birlikte cumartesi pazar\u0131na gitmi\u015flerdi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Salonun bir k\u00f6\u015fesinde oturmu\u015f, elinde tespih, g\u00f6zleri bah\u00e7edeki a\u011fa\u00e7larda bu d\u00fcnyada de\u011filmi\u015f gibi ya\u015fayan babaannesine tak\u0131ld\u0131 g\u00f6zleri. Son y\u0131llarda iyice konu\u015fmaz olmu\u015ftu. Feyza onunla u\u011fra\u015fmak istedi biraz:<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cSen ne diyorsun bu i\u015flere babaanne?\u201d diye sordu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Hi\u00e7 sesini \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131 babaannesi. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirip Feyza\u2019n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131 uzun uzun. Tekrar bah\u00e7eye d\u00f6nd\u00fc y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cKonu\u015fsana babaanne ya\u2026 Baksana s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131m var. \u0130ki kelam et, i\u00e7imi rahatlat.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Babaannesi hi\u00e7 k\u0131m\u0131ldamad\u0131 bile. Feyza tam \u00fcmidini kesmi\u015fken bu kez v\u00fccuduyla d\u00f6nd\u00fc ondan yana.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cBen konu\u015fursam su\u00e7lu olurum k\u0131z\u0131m.\u201d dedi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Feyza babaannesinin ne kast etti\u011fini anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Annesi kay\u0131nvalidesini zaten evde istemiyordu, kad\u0131n\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yoklu\u011fu belli de\u011fildi ama annesi yine de rahats\u0131z oluyordu. Babaannesi huzurevine gitmek istemi\u015fti ama Feyza\u2019n\u0131n babas\u0131 b\u0131rakmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O evde s\u0131\u011f\u0131nt\u0131 gibi ya\u015famak kad\u0131nca\u011f\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7ok zoruna gidiyordu. O da \u201cBu benim imtihan\u0131m\u201d deyip kimseyle konu\u015fmaz olmu\u015f, kendini ibadete vermi\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cBir \u015fey olmaz babaanne, annem evde yok, hadi biraz konu\u015fal\u0131m. Ne diyorsun? Sence Saffet bu inad\u0131ndan vazge\u00e7ip geri d\u00f6ner mi?\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cOnu bilemem k\u0131z\u0131m yaln\u0131z bildi\u011fim bir \u015fey var ki bir kad\u0131n\u0131n yeri kocas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131d\u0131r. Senin annenin evinde ne i\u015fin var?\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cAman babaanne\u2026 Durumlar\u0131 biliyorsun evin i\u00e7inde her \u015feyi g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun, duyuyorsun. \u015eimdi \u015fu s\u00f6yledi\u011fine bak. Ne yapay\u0131m \u015fimdi Saffet\u2019in memleketine mi gideyim? \u00c7ok mutlu bir evlili\u011fim olsa belki giderim ama Saffet\u2019le zaten do\u011fru d\u00fczg\u00fcn anla\u015fam\u0131yoruz.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cAnneni hayat\u0131na bu kadar kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rsan anla\u015famazs\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131m. O senin yuvan; annenin de\u011fil, sahip \u00e7\u0131k.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cGidemem ba\u015fka bir \u015fehre, Saffet\u2019in ailesini sevmiyorum.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cSevmek istersen seversin k\u0131z\u0131m. Sen ta en ba\u015ftan sevmemeye \u015fartland\u0131n. Tan\u0131d\u0131m ben onlar\u0131, iyi insanlar. Kusurlar\u0131 elbette vard\u0131r, hepimizin var. Kusurlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmezden gelirsen, kocam\u0131n ailesi diye sayg\u0131 duyarsan, seversiniz birbirinizi.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cU\u011fra\u015famam onlarla. Bo\u015fan\u0131r\u0131m Saffet gelmezse, yapacak bir \u015fey yok. Sa\u011f olsun annem yan\u0131mda bana destek oluyor.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cGeri d\u00f6nen k\u0131za, evinin e\u015fi\u011fi y\u00fcksek gelir, k\u0131z\u0131m. \u015eimdi daha yenisin ana evinde, evlili\u011finden de h\u00e2l\u00e2 bir \u00fcmidin var; burada misafir gibi duruyorsun ama bo\u015fan\u0131p geri d\u00f6nersen b\u00f6yle rahat edece\u011fini sanma.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cNiye rahat edemeyeyim babaanne. Ak\u015fam i\u015ften gelece\u011fim annem yemek yapm\u0131\u015f, her i\u015f yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, k\u0131z\u0131ma en g\u00fczel \u015fekilde bak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Daha ne isteyece\u011fim. Yemek yapma kayg\u0131s\u0131 yok, koca derdi yok. Oh mis gibi hayat.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201c\u0130\u015f kayg\u0131s\u0131, koca derdi bende de yok k\u0131z\u0131m ama hayat\u0131m hi\u00e7 de mis gibi de\u011fil. Her \u015fey d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi de\u011fildir. Annen de baban da k\u0131z\u0131n i\u00e7in babas\u0131n\u0131n yerini tutamazlar. Tencerede de kahve pi\u015fer ama hi\u00e7bir zaman cezvede pi\u015fen kahvenin yerini tutmaz.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cAman babaanne bozma moralimi ya\u2026\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cKonu\u015fal\u0131m diyen sensin. Ke\u015fke ba\u015fta deseydin. Ger\u00e7ekleri de\u011fil, sadece annem gibi duymak istediklerimi s\u00f6yle deseydin, ona g\u00f6re konu\u015furdum.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Feyza ne diyece\u011fini bilemedi. Babaannesi s\u00f6zlerine devam etti:<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cTamamen bo\u015fan\u0131p geldi\u011finde her \u015fey sana batmaya ba\u015flayacak. Eve gelen misafirlerden tut, annenin hi\u00e7bir kas\u0131t olmayan s\u00f6zlerine kadar. \u015eimdi k\u0131z\u0131m bak\u0131l\u0131yor diyorsun, o zaman \u015f\u0131mart\u0131l\u0131yor diyeceksin. \u015eimdi yemek haz\u0131r oluyor diyorsun, o zaman her g\u00fcn yemek yap\u0131l\u0131yor, kilo al\u0131yorum diyeceksin ya da ba\u015fka \u015feyler. Hep bir \u015feylerden rahats\u0131z olacaks\u0131n. Bu evde bir daha bek\u00e2rl\u0131k g\u00fcnlerin gibi olamayacaks\u0131n. Kocanla yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n kavgalar\u0131 bile \u00f6zleyeceksin.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cKavga da \u00f6zlenir mi babaanne?\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cKavgalar\u0131 ve kavgalardan sonraki bar\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 \u00f6zleyeceksin. Ah k\u0131z\u0131m anne baba hi\u00e7bir zaman e\u015fin yerini tutmaz. Ak\u015famlar\u0131 annen baban\u0131 al\u0131p sar\u0131l\u0131p uyurken sen odanda yapayaln\u0131z uyuyacaks\u0131n.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Feyza babaannesinin \u00e7izdi\u011fi tablodan rahats\u0131z olmu\u015ftu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cYeniden evlenirim can\u0131m ba\u015fka koca m\u0131 yok sanki?\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cO kadar kolay m\u0131 \u00e7ocu\u011funa ba\u015fka bir adam\u0131 baba diye kabul ettirmek. Dertsiz insan yok. Bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015f biri ile evlensen onun da kendi \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 varsa ba\u015fka s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar \u00e7\u0131kar. Niye ortada ciddi bir \u015fey yokken kocandan, \u00e7ocu\u011funun babas\u0131ndan vazge\u00e7iyorsun? Hem o kadar da kolay de\u011fil koca bulmak. Bu devirde koca karaborsa k\u0131z\u0131m.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cKaraborsa m\u0131? Ay niye karaborsa oluyorlarm\u0131\u015f, erkek k\u0131tl\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0131 var?\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cErkek k\u0131tl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yok ama art\u0131k erkekler evlenmekten ka\u00e7\u0131yorlar. Bu devirde ev ge\u00e7indirmek zor. Bek\u00e2r, dul \u00e7ok han\u0131m var. Baksana amcan\u0131n k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n hepsi bek\u00e2r, evlenmek istiyorlar ama koca bulam\u0131yorlar. Elindeki adam\u0131n k\u0131ymetini bil. Sen b\u0131rak\u0131rsan d\u0131\u015far\u0131da en az be\u015f y\u00fcz kad\u0131n var, adam\u0131 hemen kaparlar.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cAman kaparlarsa kaps\u0131nlar babaanne, hi\u00e7bir \u00f6zelli\u011fi yok. Romantik de\u011fil, bir \u015fey de\u011fil.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cKusura bakma da senin ne \u00f6zelli\u011fin var k\u0131z\u0131m? \u00c7ok m\u00fckemmel kad\u0131n m\u0131s\u0131n? \u015eimdiki kad\u0131nlar d\u00f6rt d\u00f6rtl\u00fck koca istiyorlar, sanki kendileri d\u00f6rt d\u00f6rtl\u00fck kad\u0131nlarm\u0131\u015f gibi.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Feyza ne diyece\u011fini bilemedi babaannesinin s\u00f6zleri kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda. Biliyordu babaannesi hakl\u0131yd\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre ikisi de sustu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cAnnem \u2018Maa\u015f\u0131n var, ne koca s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ekeceksin?\u2019 diyor.\u201d dedi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201c\u015eimdi de bu \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Sadece annen i\u00e7in s\u00f6ylemiyorum; eve gelen misafirlerden de duyuyorum. \u2018K\u0131z\u0131 biz b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcp, biz okuttuk, elin o\u011flu paras\u0131n\u0131 yiyor.\u2019 diyorlar. Onlar k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n mutlulu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyorlar. Onlar\u0131n derdi para, ba\u015fka bir \u015fey de\u011fil.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Feyza\u2019n\u0131n iyice kafas\u0131 kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Annesinin bencilce davrand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bazen o da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn s\u0131ras\u0131nda yap\u0131lan al\u0131\u015fveri\u015flerde Saffet\u2019in ailesi ile tats\u0131zl\u0131klar olmu\u015ftu. Annesi d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden sonra Saffet\u2019in kendi ailesi ile ili\u015fkisini kesmesini istemi\u015f, bunu damad\u0131na belli etmi\u015fti fakat Saffet kay\u0131nvalidesini hi\u00e7 dinlememi\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Feyza zaten kay\u0131nvalidesi ile senede bir bayramda Saffet\u2019in zoru ile g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu, annesi ona bile k\u0131z\u0131yordu. Annesi Saffet\u2019in onun direktiflerine g\u00f6re ya\u015famas\u0131n\u0131 bekliyordu. \u00d6yle olmay\u0131nca da s\u00fcrekli damad\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131ndan konu\u015fuyordu. Annesi istedikleri yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en iyi kad\u0131n\u0131 oluyordu; istedikleri olmay\u0131nca da \u00e7ok \u015ferli olabiliyordu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Babaannesi eski bir t\u00fcrk\u00fcy\u00fc m\u0131r\u0131ldanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cKadifeden kesesi, kahveden gelir sesi,<\/strong><\/p>\n

Oturmu\u015f kumar oynuyor, ci\u011ferimin k\u00f6\u015fesi.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ah ah eski kad\u0131nlar. Kahvede kumar oynayan kocaya bile iyi s\u00f6ylerlerdi. \u015eimdiki kad\u0131nlar i\u015finden eve gelen adam az\u0131c\u0131k ge\u00e7 kalsa \u201cCan\u0131n \u00e7\u0131ks\u0131n, nerde kald\u0131n?\u201d diyorlar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cNe yani babaanne, eski zamanda ya\u015fayan kad\u0131nlar gibi s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 m\u0131 \u00e7ekelim?\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cK\u0131z\u0131m eski kad\u0131nlar ger\u00e7ekten s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 \u00e7ektiler fakat yine de \u015fimdikiler gibi her \u015feyden \u015fik\u00e2yet\u00e7i olmazlard\u0131. Eskiden yokluk vard\u0131, zorluk vard\u0131, i\u015f g\u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7oktu. Herkes bir arada otururdu. \u015eimdiki k\u0131zlar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011funun evi ayr\u0131 bark\u0131 ayr\u0131, i\u015f g\u00fc\u00e7 az, her i\u015fi makineler yap\u0131yor. K\u0131zlar\u0131n annelerinin s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 dedi\u011fi de s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 olsa bari. K\u0131zlar\u0131 kocalar\u0131n\u0131 ellerinde kukla gibi oynatamazlarsa bunun ad\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 oluyor. Kendi k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n damatlar\u0131na yapt\u0131klar\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6rse bir de g\u00f6zleri, bu \u00e7okbilmi\u015f annelerin. Kad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011funda bir kar\u0131\u015f dil. Daha kocalar\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7madan onlar makineli t\u00fcfek gibi ba\u015fl\u0131yorlar. Hi\u00e7bir \u015feyden memnun olmayan \u00e7ok kad\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum etraf\u0131mda.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cBabaanne erkeklerin hi\u00e7 mi su\u00e7u yok yani?\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cVar k\u0131z\u0131m elbette var, kusursuz insan olur mu? Fakat erkekler kad\u0131nlar gibi s\u00fcrekli \u015fik\u00e2yet halinde de\u011filler. Erkeklere bak\u0131yorum \u00e7o\u011fu han\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131n pek \u00e7ok eksiklerini g\u00f6rd\u00fckleri halde idare etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlar. Kad\u0131nlar gibi de kolayca yuvalar\u0131n\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131yorlar. Kad\u0131nlara ne oluyor anlam\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Feyza babaannesine hak vermeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Saffet\u2019i seviyordu asl\u0131nda, \u00f6zlemi\u015fti de. Bo\u015fanmay\u0131 istemiyordu; fakat oturulacak \u015fehir konusunda inatla\u015fm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Bu inat y\u00fcz\u00fcnden yuvas\u0131 y\u0131k\u0131lacak gibi duruyordu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cArt\u0131k inada bindi babaanne, ben geri ad\u0131m atamam.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cK\u00f6r inat e\u015feklerde olur k\u0131z\u0131m. \u0130nsana inat yak\u0131\u015fmaz. \u0130nad\u0131n, gururun, kibrin bunlar\u0131n hi\u00e7birinin omzu yoktur ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yaslayaca\u011f\u0131n. \u0130nad\u0131n gece seni sar\u0131p sarmalamaz, \u00fc\u015f\u00fct\u00fcr ancak. Vakit varken yuvan\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tma k\u0131z\u0131m.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Feyza babaannesine bir \u015fey daha s\u00f6yleyecekti ki d\u0131\u015f kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131; annesi ve k\u0131z\u0131 Bet\u00fcl gelmi\u015flerdi. Babaannesi hemen y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc bah\u00e7eye \u00e7evirdi, tespihini \u00e7ekmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Bet\u00fcl Feyza\u2019n\u0131n yan\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131, mutfa\u011fa giden anneannesine duyurmamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak \u201cAnne yolda bir adam g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ayn\u0131 babama benziyordu, ben babam\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00f6zledim. O gelmiyorsa biz yan\u0131na gidelim.\u201d dedi. Feyza ne diyece\u011fini bilemedi. Bet\u00fcl\u2019\u00fcn anneannesinin yan\u0131nda babas\u0131ndan bahsetmeye \u00e7ekindi\u011fini fark edince \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. Annesi Saffet\u2019in ard\u0131ndan konu\u015fup durdu\u011fu i\u00e7in \u00e7ocuk belli ki babas\u0131na k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylenmesin diye susuyordu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Saffet be\u015f ay i\u00e7inde iki kez k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in gelmi\u015fti fakat g\u00f6stermemi\u015flerdi. Feyza\u2019n\u0131n annesi \u00e7ocu\u011fu babas\u0131na g\u00f6stermesine izin vermemi\u015fti. Saffet de k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6remeyince bir daha gelmemi\u015fti. Feyza k\u0131z\u0131na ne b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck etti\u011fini o an fark etti. Kendi bo\u015fansa bile k\u0131z\u0131na bunu yapmaya hakk\u0131 yoktu. Baba ile evlad\u0131n\u0131 birbirinden koparmamal\u0131yd\u0131, onlar\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmesine engel olmamal\u0131yd\u0131. Ayr\u0131ca niye bo\u015fan\u0131yordu ki? Babaannesinin s\u00f6ylediklerini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Kocas\u0131n\u0131 seviyordu. Ayr\u0131l\u0131rsa pi\u015fman olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Feyza annesinin pazar al\u0131\u015fveri\u015finin detaylar\u0131n\u0131 dinlerken sinir oldu birden. En iyi domatesi o bilirdi, en taze kaba\u011f\u0131 o se\u00e7erdi, kimse onu kand\u0131ramazd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn meyve ve sebzeleri tek tek se\u00e7mi\u015fti, falan filan. Her zamanki haliydi; her \u015feyi en iyi o bilirdi ve en do\u011fru karar\u0131 o verirdi. Bu y\u00fczden olmal\u0131 Feyza\u2019n\u0131n hayat\u0131 i\u00e7in de en do\u011fru karar\u0131 verdi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Feyza annesine fark ettirmeden k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n kula\u011f\u0131na e\u011fildi:\u201d Gidece\u011fiz babana merak etme.\u201d dedi. Bet\u00fcl\u2019\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki kocaman g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme Feyza\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnden iki damla ya\u015f d\u00fc\u015fmesine sebep oldu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Az sonra annesi yemek yapmak i\u00e7in mutfa\u011fa gitti\u011finde Feyza tespih \u00e7ekmeye devam eden babaannesinin yana\u011f\u0131na kocaman bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck kondurdu. \u201cG\u00fczel kad\u0131n, ne yapt\u0131n bana, bastonunla ben fark etmeden kafama m\u0131 vurdun bilmiyorum ama fena halde g\u00f6z\u00fcm a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Bu evin e\u015fi\u011fi bana \u015fimdiden y\u00fcksek gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Yar\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 da al\u0131p kocam\u0131n yan\u0131na gidece\u011fim, art\u0131k orada ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m. Bana \u00e7ok dua et emi?\u201d dedi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcld\u00fc, babaannesi. Onun buru\u015fuk y\u00fcz\u00fcnde de g\u00fcller a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131. S\u0131ra Saffeti aramaktayd\u0131; kim bilir ne kadar sevinecekti.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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