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Uzun bir yolculu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorum. Yoklu\u011fundan vazge\u00e7ip varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ula\u015fabilmek i\u00e7in. Sonu bilinmezli\u011fe giden her yol benim senden ne kadar uzakta oldu\u011fumu anlat\u0131yor. Her otob\u00fcs duraklar\u0131nda duraks\u0131yor, beni sana getirebilen bir vapur ar\u0131yorum. Bu kadar imk\u00e2ns\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131nda otob\u00fcs dura\u011f\u0131nda vapur beklememi makul g\u00f6r. Beklentilerim beklediklerimi beklememem gerekti\u011fini anlat\u0131yor. Asl\u0131nda bekledi\u011fim bir sensin. Sen olunca zaten beklediklerim \u00e7orap s\u00f6k\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi gelir. A\u011f\u0131r aksak yollardan ge\u00e7iyorum, hasret t\u00fcrk\u00fcleri s\u00f6yleyerek. Asl\u0131nda kendimi kand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m yalanlar bir bir ger\u00e7ekli\u011fiyle tokat gibi y\u00fcz\u00fcme \u00e7arp\u0131yor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m i\u00e7imdeki yang\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in yetersiz kal\u0131yor. K\u00f6r d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm misali yollar\u0131m gitmek isteyip ula\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerle dolu. Ben raz\u0131y\u0131m a\u015fk ile yanmaya. Peki ya sen raz\u0131 m\u0131s\u0131n a\u015fk ile yanana? G\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn sesi, sessiz yollar\u0131n sessizli\u011fini bozuyor. \u0130\u00e7imdeki sen; Sonbaharda a\u011fac\u0131n sararan yapra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fcp, ilkbaharda ye\u015feren yapra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mas\u0131 kadar g\u00f6rkemli. H\u00fcz\u00fcn \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131 u\u00e7u\u015fuyor ba\u015fucumda. Uzaklara bak\u0131p bak\u0131p dalarken kalbimi kanat\u0131yorum yoklu\u011funla. Sessizli\u011fimi s\u00f6yleyemediklerimle h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131ra h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131ra bozuyorum. Bir sen gibi sen bulmak, D\u00fcnyaya ikinci bir g\u00fcne\u015f bulmak gibi bir \u015fey, imk\u00e2ns\u0131z yani. \u0130mk\u00e2ns\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131 beni sana teslim eden.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Belki de hi\u00e7 teslim al\u0131nmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 sevgim. Hep rafta belki i\u015fe yarar diye duruyordu. Kim bilebilir ki? Ama ilklerin d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda de\u011fil de sonlar\u0131n d\u00fcnyas\u0131nday\u0131md\u0131r. Yine kafamda deli sorular ve yine cevaps\u0131z \u00e7\u0131\u011f gibi sualler. Belki \u015fimdi belki daha sonra belki de hi\u00e7 bulamam kaybetti\u011fim seni. Ama bilirim yoklu\u011funla vakit ge\u00e7irmeyi. Garip bir o kadarda tuhaf bir yolcuyum. Demir att\u0131m ilk seni g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yere. \u015euan bir yaral\u0131 ku\u015f misaliyim. Ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 unutup an\u0131lar\u0131ma tebess\u00fcm ediyorum. \u0130\u00e7remdeki sen sen oldu\u011fun s\u00fcrece senindir. Az \u015fey ya\u015fad\u0131k belki biz. Seni bilmem ama ben yoklu\u011funla \u00e7ok \u015fey ya\u015fad\u0131m ve halende ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Bazen g\u00fcler bazen ise h\u00fcz\u00fcnleniyorum. A\u015fk bu olsa gerek en dibi neresiyse oras\u0131d\u0131r. Her \u015feye ra\u011fmen her \u015feyim oldu\u011funa inan. Ve unutma ki sevmek sevilince g\u00fczeldir. En g\u00fczel \u015fekilde sevdi\u011fim insan, yoklu\u011fundan kocaman \u00f6p\u00fcyorum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yelkenleri r\u00fczg\u00e2ra g\u00f6re ayarla kaptan. Kimsesizli\u011fin kimsesi olmaya gidiyoruz.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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